one minute theology

If you believe in god then it becomes one of those endless metaphysical debates(starting from the chicken egg analogy), because to acknowledge the existence of god is to deny the presence of evil which seems quite out of sort with practical life.
two ways out,
1.Minimise the powers of god, so god is no longer omnipotent/omnipresent hence an independent entity from evil.... which throws most religions into the bin.....
2.Become an atheist, which for me is quite funny because, how can u disbelieve something as abstract as that of a concept.its something like i dont believe in 2£@%&^%*...(say its a concept)...so we are entangled in choice either way....
The problem arises because science with its strengths and limitations(one of the most important of them being language) cannot disprove the presence of god.Mind you im not saying  about not proving the absence of god.Most instincts of the masses prefer taking the middleground instead.'both evil and good are needed for life like day and night'
Escape hatch? godel's theorem??? But again the fundamental question remains what makes anyone believe?

the last word....

with the father brando kicking the bucket , im convinced that jack nicholson is the greatest actor alive.just watch 'one flew over the cuckoo's nest', 'the shining' and 'as good as it gets' one after another and anyone would agree that he doesnt hafta act anymore.
nicholson is the word for now.
so long.....

evening

this moment is an admixture of freud, nietzsche and endorphins...the weariness of the drowning day.... let me get more caffiene.
so long

nevertheless- the unlikely prelogue !!

Ofcourse, as most of you have figured out by now, nobody can promise the absolute fact for any interpretation, but what i can is a honest interpretation of a fact. Those words are unique as within  them lie the arcane fundamentals of mother life herself.

first ....is, then 'it' is,  then 'there' is......, life conjures from space, time and matter through a flux of  events , moments, experiences, memories, values, morals and finally to a premise which has a vague sense of familiarity-Déjà vu........i cant delude myself  of being mortal,there is a choice from there on begins another choice.

To borrow kerouac's words,"What's your road, man? -holyboy road, madman road, rainbow road, guppy road, any road. It's an anywhere road for anybody anyhow" ,  I would be dishonest if i say i know where i am going , but i can say what is my going ...and this blog is the trail of my road ! 
ah! i almost forgot, welcome.